Becoming Her
Since the New Moon in Aries on the 17th, I have felt an internal shift. I feel like I am getting closer to becoming the version of who I am meant to be. With the Scorpio Full Moon on May 1st, I am releasing anything holding me back from becoming Her—a spiritual warrior.
I am releasing the fear of being seen. I launched this website and chose to share my personal experiences for a reason. I felt a strong urge to share my knowledge and spiritual lessons despite the fear of being judged. Sometimes, I question my decision because occult knowledge is still very much considered a taboo practice. However, I know my soul chose to reincarnate to help enlighten others.
I am releasing the idea of valuing my worth based on material possessions and what others perceive as successful. I am abundant in so many ways—emotionally, spiritually, and creatively. While capitalism will try to convince me otherwise, I know my internal sense of abundance will eventually translate into the material world.
I am releasing the fear of loving deeply. Even though to love is to risk heartbreak, to feel is to live! And I am choosing to be fully alive and present. May the depth of my pain be a reminder that I truly loved unapologetically without holding back. Therefore, I am choosing to be comfortable with loss and heartache so that I am better equipped to handle them when they show up.
I am becoming a spiritual warrior. Someone whose unwavering faith will always prevail despite the external circumstances. Someone who is grounded in her values for social justice and human rights. Someone who is not afraid to have uncomfortable conversations and challenge cultural norms. Someone who unapologetically follows her soul’s purpose, even when it feels out of reach. Someone whose integrity is consistent and stands the test of time.
I am grateful for choosing my soul path despite the constant spiritual warfare I face. While it is easy to choose ignorance and accept what I’ve been spoon-fed, I will continuously choose to be awakened despite the dark night of the soul.